Post by Crazy Chris on Jan 24, 2014 21:57:11 GMT -5
“Men have called me mad; but the question is not yet settled, whether madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence– whether much that is glorious– whether all that is profound– does not spring from disease of thought– from moods of mind exalted at the expense of the general intellect.”
¯ Edgar Allan Poe, Complete Tales and Poems
¯ Edgar Allan Poe, Complete Tales and Poems
Crazy is just another word for someone who is ‘mentally’ unstable. The term can be used to describe someone who does unthinkable things to other human beings or defying all odds of sanity. Crazy describes a person who thinks of no harm or the repercussions from their actions. It can be a way to express oneself from depression, anger, or even one's own mentality.
Craziness is a place where most people find joy and comfort because they feel ‘normal’ and see nothing wrong with their actions. Craziness is the temple of one’s soul when they have no bounds. Craziness can be summoned upon someone just by the mere thought of another person. Craziness is inside everyone. No one can escape her clutches. She is devoured deep down in everyone’s soul; everyone’s mind; everyone’s heart. She is there when we least expect and that is when she is at her most dangerous.
Craziness describes one man’s journey throughout his entire life. It defines who he is and what he has become. There term is even used to describe him personally. No one can escape his insanity and everyone gets caught in his craziness. That man shall be the dominant one when it comes to defying everything against all odds.
The scene suddenly comes to an abrupt stop and darkness fills the air. A strange noise can be heard in the background, as a soft laughter echoes. The laughter becomes louder with more aggression as it suddenly becomes more maniacal and demonic. Then, that familiar voice echoes into darkness. Nothing is visible except for a tiny orange light that glows in the center. An unrecognizable shadow can be seen in the small amount of light…laughter continuing to echo. It stops. The voice speaks.
“I’ve been called many things in my entire life. I’ve been called irresponsible, weird; wreck less, disaster, annoying, and even bitter. But the one term that I love the most is the term…crazy.”
The flame suddenly becomes brighter and taller.
“You see Victor…crazy is the one thing that has kept me sane all my life. I not only accept my craziness; I embrace it. I take the craziness that burrows deep down inside me and I let her out every once in a while. Wait, no, almost every damn night. I have done things my entire career and life that most people would not even THINK about doing. I love the term crazy.”
Suddenly the sound of someone blowing something out is heard, as the bright orange flame suddenly disappears. Darkness fills the screen as Chris’ laughter breaks into the background. The laughter is almost as if he enjoys being in total darkness.
“Oh how I love the darkness. That’s another thing I embrace Victor. I embrace the darkness almost as much as I embrace my craziness. It’s like a turn on for me almost. No Victor, I’m not one of those sickos who gets off to it. I’m more of a lover to the darkness. I cherish it. I embrace it. I love it. I keep it and the craziness by my side. Victor, you have no clue what happens when I find that inner craziness that lurks deep into my soul. I’m not the guy you want to fuck with Victor. You think my quietness is a weakness don’t you? Did you not see my match last week and what I did to the former tag champs? Victor, I hope you at least read your history lesson on me.”
Suddenly a beam of light shines on the ‘crazy’ one’s face. His eyes look deep into view as they slowly begin to widen. The only figure we see are his eyes which are somewhat hidden behind a mask. His mouth pokes thru the face mask where a grin smirks on his face.
“You think you know me Victor? You think this is going to be an easy start to your…OCW career? You best think again. You see I know guys like you underestimate guys like…wait, guys like you overestimate guys like me. I’m a fucking Hall of Famer, Victor. What are you? A freak who thinks he’s better than everyone else? Guess again. My craziness has leaded me to multiple titles. My craziness has leaded me to Hall of Fame greatness. Where has yours led you Victor? You see I deal with guys like you all throughout my career. Hell, I had the same thinking when I first started my career. I only became a professional wrestler four years ago, Victor. After my first year, I became a Hall of Famer. You see Victor, in GCWA I did more in a year there than you have probably done in your pathetic life. I’m the demon who lurks in the darkness Victor. I’m the demon who puts his life and career on the line without any worries whatsoever. I don’t call myself Crazy Chris for the hell of it. No Victor, I call myself Crazy Chris because that IS who I am.”
Chris places the ‘light’ closer to his face.
“You want to talk about fucking nightmares Victor? You haven’t seen my nightmares. Believe you me; you are nowhere NEAR being my nightmare. You’re that pesky little fly that is trying to find his way out the window, but is just too stupid to realize that the hole at the bottom of the window seal is your only option. You see, just like that fly, you chose to attempt to overcome the odds. In the end that window becomes that fly’s own nightmare. That fly gets smashed up against the window seal by the human he’s annoying. You see Victor…you are that fly and it is I who is your nightmare. I’m the guy that stands in your way of achieving success here in OCW. I’m the guy who is either going to make you or break you. I like doing it the crazy way, so I plan on making you…by breaking you.”
The light all of a sudden goes out and darkness again fills the air. It is here when Chris makes his final point for the night.
“At Massacre you are going to find out how many demons my soul has Victor. You’re stepping into the ring with a force to be reckoned with. Half of these people on this roster knows exactly what I am capable of. Ripper…Amber…TGO…even the Prez himself knows what I am capable of. Why do you think he begged Dan and me to come back? I have more fight in me than you take for granted Victor. This match is definitely going to live up to the show it’s on…Massacre. I am going to destroy you Victor. I am going to humiliate you. I am going to release my inner demons Victor and show you just how crazy I really am. It’s a night you won’t soon forget Victor. For that, my friend, is the Gospel of Crazy Chris: Chapter FUCK verse YOU!”
Fade…to…
“Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is… Crazy isn’t being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It’s you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends.”- Susanna Kaysen, Girl, Interrupted
