Post by Bester on Apr 24, 2019 5:04:10 GMT -5
(The following posts was written by and written with Aubrey)
It feels like I spent the whole day deep in my thoughts. Since the morning I woke up and into the late afternoon, it feels like I haven’t been able to shake off these thoughts in my head. This has been an emotionally draining day for me. I didn’t think that this would happen, but apparently there is a certain somebody who has been on my mind all day for the past few days….
5:04PM, I just finished stepping out of the shower after working out in the gym. My white towel was wrapped around my body. My husband was downstairs in the living room watching television. I could feel my heart pounding and racing more fast than usual. I had certain intentions on my mind, so many thoughts was racing in my head. I don’t know what was happening to me that day, but I felt the strong need to make some quick decisions right then and there without anybody knowing, not even my husband…
I got fully dressed, I started to pack up a few suitcases, including a gym bag. Making my way downstairs and into the living room, I told Tison that I was going to Las Vegas to visit my friend Alicia. I told him that she was currently going through something with her family and that she could really use my support. I told him that I would be gone for a few days. I know that it’s wrong to lie, especially to the one you love, but I couldn’t help how my mind was acting that day. I wasn’t planning on doing anything crazy today but it was one of those moments where you take immediate action because if you don’t? You’ll be driving yourself crazy for the rest of the night.
After I said goodbye to my husband, I placed my suitcases and things into the back of my trunk. I drove off from the house and quickly called the JW Marriot Hotel in Miami to book myself a room. I decided to book myself a room under the name Alexis Greene. Driving through Miami, my mind was going 90 miles an hour, a part of me wanted to drive back home and the other part of me told me to keep going. I had to figure things out and this was the only way to do so.
I pulled up in front of the luxurious hotel complex and put on my black sunglasses. I made my way into the building and I got my hotel room key. I was on the 7th floor, in room 705. The hotel room was absolutely beautiful.
I unpacked my suitcases and made myself a lot more comfortable. I’ve never been in this hotel before but it was definitely worth every penny. The time was now 7:47PM, I changed my clothes and decided to put on some short short denim jean shorts and a white fitted t-shirt that exposed my stomach. I let my blonde hair flow down my back as I got more comfortable. I crawled on the bed inside my beautiful hotel room and stared up at the ceiling.
What are you doing here Aubrey? Are you crazy?........
I had to shake those last minute thoughts out of my head. I didn’t know what was going to happen but if I didn’t go through with this? I would have been making myself miserable for many days to come. I felt so emotional as I laid on the side of the bed and grabbed my cell phone. I took a deep breath and began to call Bester….
I called up Bester and unfortunately it went straight to voicemail….
“Please leave a message after the tone”
The sound of my voice over the phone was a little bit emotionally broken but I tried my best to keep it together.
{Aubrey}: “Bester, it’s me, Aubrey, how are you? Where are you? Uuuum, listen, I really would love to see you. Can I see you tonight please?”
The sound of a little bit of sobbing can be heard as she continues to speak.
{Aubrey}: “Bester, I miss you so much, I know that it wasn’t too long ago since we hung out together at that club but you are all I can think about for the past couple days. My husband doesn’t know that i’m here right now. I booked myself a hotel room here at the JW Marriott in Miami. I’m in room 705, could you please come tonight and see me? Bring a overnight bag, I don’t want to be alone tonight, if i’m alone i’ll drive myself crazy. I just wanna see you and talk to you. Nobody has to know that we're here, you can sneak over here and come see me. I hope to see you soon, i’ll be here all night waiting for you…”
Aubrey hangs up.
It feels like I spent the whole day deep in my thoughts. Since the morning I woke up and into the late afternoon, it feels like I haven’t been able to shake off these thoughts in my head. This has been an emotionally draining day for me. I didn’t think that this would happen, but apparently there is a certain somebody who has been on my mind all day for the past few days….
5:04PM, I just finished stepping out of the shower after working out in the gym. My white towel was wrapped around my body. My husband was downstairs in the living room watching television. I could feel my heart pounding and racing more fast than usual. I had certain intentions on my mind, so many thoughts was racing in my head. I don’t know what was happening to me that day, but I felt the strong need to make some quick decisions right then and there without anybody knowing, not even my husband…
I got fully dressed, I started to pack up a few suitcases, including a gym bag. Making my way downstairs and into the living room, I told Tison that I was going to Las Vegas to visit my friend Alicia. I told him that she was currently going through something with her family and that she could really use my support. I told him that I would be gone for a few days. I know that it’s wrong to lie, especially to the one you love, but I couldn’t help how my mind was acting that day. I wasn’t planning on doing anything crazy today but it was one of those moments where you take immediate action because if you don’t? You’ll be driving yourself crazy for the rest of the night.
After I said goodbye to my husband, I placed my suitcases and things into the back of my trunk. I drove off from the house and quickly called the JW Marriot Hotel in Miami to book myself a room. I decided to book myself a room under the name Alexis Greene. Driving through Miami, my mind was going 90 miles an hour, a part of me wanted to drive back home and the other part of me told me to keep going. I had to figure things out and this was the only way to do so.
I pulled up in front of the luxurious hotel complex and put on my black sunglasses. I made my way into the building and I got my hotel room key. I was on the 7th floor, in room 705. The hotel room was absolutely beautiful.
I unpacked my suitcases and made myself a lot more comfortable. I’ve never been in this hotel before but it was definitely worth every penny. The time was now 7:47PM, I changed my clothes and decided to put on some short short denim jean shorts and a white fitted t-shirt that exposed my stomach. I let my blonde hair flow down my back as I got more comfortable. I crawled on the bed inside my beautiful hotel room and stared up at the ceiling.
What are you doing here Aubrey? Are you crazy?........
I had to shake those last minute thoughts out of my head. I didn’t know what was going to happen but if I didn’t go through with this? I would have been making myself miserable for many days to come. I felt so emotional as I laid on the side of the bed and grabbed my cell phone. I took a deep breath and began to call Bester….
I called up Bester and unfortunately it went straight to voicemail….
“Please leave a message after the tone”
The sound of my voice over the phone was a little bit emotionally broken but I tried my best to keep it together.
{Aubrey}: “Bester, it’s me, Aubrey, how are you? Where are you? Uuuum, listen, I really would love to see you. Can I see you tonight please?”
The sound of a little bit of sobbing can be heard as she continues to speak.
{Aubrey}: “Bester, I miss you so much, I know that it wasn’t too long ago since we hung out together at that club but you are all I can think about for the past couple days. My husband doesn’t know that i’m here right now. I booked myself a hotel room here at the JW Marriott in Miami. I’m in room 705, could you please come tonight and see me? Bring a overnight bag, I don’t want to be alone tonight, if i’m alone i’ll drive myself crazy. I just wanna see you and talk to you. Nobody has to know that we're here, you can sneak over here and come see me. I hope to see you soon, i’ll be here all night waiting for you…”
Aubrey hangs up.