Post by Brianna Casablancas on Jan 21, 2014 23:09:15 GMT -5
This is a story of a young girl. A girl that would one day become a champion. NAY! She would become a hero. She would be a woman that would change the wrestling industry once and for all. She is a woman that would become one of the most historical figures in the business. And this AMAZINGLY EPIC STORY OF AWESOMENESS BEGINS at the earliest stages of her life. This story begins as her father removes the training wheels of her bike. He holds the little girl still and then let’s go as she slowly begins to peddle down the sidewalk in front of her house. As she slowly wobbles down the sidewalk, her father races in front of her to cheer her forward.
“Come on. You are almost there. You can do it.” Her father urges her to keep racing towards him.
“I am doing it papa.” She squeals as she pedals toward her dad as for the first time in her life she is discovering her destiny. “I am doing it!”
“Yes, you are.” He looks at her knowing himself that is going to be such an important person for the world. “You are almost here! GOOD JOB!”
Finally, she gets to him and he helps her get to a slow a start. He is so proud of his prodigy of his seven year old daughter that he picks her up in his arms. “Did you see me, Daddy?”
He gives her a warm smile knowing that someday she would be a wrestling world champion. “I did and you were …. AAAAAAAWWWW SHIT” Suddenly his eyes roll up into his head and he slumps forward holding the FUTURE of wrestling in his arms. She begins to cry as they both look up from the side walk.
What they see is a very pretty girl next door type with a mischievous look on her face. There is no way that SHE is responsible for such an attack on an innocent human, is there? She looks down at the steel chair in her hand and then looks back at them. She raises an eyebrow. “Yeah, I don’t think an origin story is necessary.”
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You don’t care about a backstory or my past or who my parents were or even what my formal training is. You don’t care about my move set, my personality, or what my goals are. You don’t care about why I am the way I am. At this point, YOU, the OCW viewer do not care about me. And really, I can’t blame you for that. What you DO care about is finding a reason to care about ANY of us new people in this company making its come back. You care about finding that next big star to cheer for. And we are in turn are supposed to work our asses for your approval to get you to have some sort of reaction, good or bad, on us. That’s how this wacky business is supposed work isn’t it?
But do you know why you ARE going to care about me? Because I don’t give an expletive as to what you care about or what I do or don’t do or who I am. Don’t take that personally or a burn on you but more of a personal mission statement. The world is a pretty damn boring place when you hold yourself to the standards of anybody or any law. The world is dull tones when you live for other people, when you act according to social norms, when you don’t do what you want to do, or when you care about things like being “ontop” or pieces of tin or personal goals. Having these things dedicated your life is slavery …or at least it is for me. If you are happy under other people’s circumstances, that is fine, I support you one hundred percent if you are content. Personally, I can’t live on other people’s terms or take orders from anyone or advice on who I should or shouldn’t be or what is appropriate behavior for a young lady in her twenties. And frankly, I don’t see a lot of happy faces in the competition in the new OCW. I see bunch of vampires controlled by the want and need of titles of fan reaction. They feed off of those things and that gives them the energy; it gives them the ego boost that they need for if they didn’t have it, they would cease to exist; they would cease to have an identity outside of the fans and the company you work for’s perception. That is all I see when these competitors talk in the early days of this company. I just see a bunch of vampires.
Here they have this ultimate opportunity to do what they want AND get paid for it, but all they do or care about is the glory of titles and the reaction of the fans. You people are making this great chance to just walk up to a guy and hit him with a steel chair and are wasting it on those silly things I have just mentioned. It isn’t fun. It is lame. But that isn’t to say that my goal is to beat that out of you for THAT reason. No, I will kick your butt because I want to …because deep down inside, it is what everyone would do if they didn’t live by any standards. I am so totally in the right place for that. But it isn’t like I don’t just do that when I feel like it out on the street. It doesn’t stop me from being an all-around outlandish person because that is what I am inside …I believe that we are all really unique when not trying to appease others. So yes, I will be the Lame-pire Slayer but that will be because that is my life style not some grand statement or anything. It won’t be anything personal and hell, if you kick my ass back …I will be so proud of you. But if you are only willing to do that in the confines of a wrestling ring or gym ONLY then that is supremely disappointing. Again, you would be giving into the set limitations of the world.
And that is why the fans are going to care about me. That is why anyone is going to care about me because in this so-called individualistic world …I lived the life everyone wished they were brave enough to do so. I fight who I want to fight, when I want to fight them, where I want to fight them. I speak when I want to speak whenever I want to speak …even if it is ABSOLUTE non-sense and a lot of it is. Does that make me a hero? I certainly don’t believe it does. Does that make me a villain? I am sure many in this world will see it that way because some people are just desperate to alienate others to make sure they don’t fall out of line in their status quo. But no, there is no malice whatsoever involved with my actions. Does that make me a sociopath?
Really, I prefer the term “Puckish Rogue.”
But why am I not covered in tats piercings or other alternative fashion? Why am I not falling in line with the other “rebel girls” out there? I think that question answers itself doesn’t it? Firstly, I am not a rebel. Hell, you will find me VERY logical. Secondly, I don’t believe in “uniforms” to identify who we are. I was born like this with the fashion sense that I have there is no need to sell anyone on an “identity.” I am comfortable in my own skin and do not feel like putting on a costume to follow a meaningless label. Again, I don’t condemn those that do want to label themselves nor do I look down at them. Again, I support them in it if they are content with that kind of lifestyle …if that is what they want to be.
It is all about free will and about Self Actualization. If my opponent believes they can beat me they can but if there is any doubt in the person that will stand across from me in the ring, and doubt flows through most in this business, there is no way they will have a pinfall victory over me. And even in some of my matches, I might decide I don’t want to win. I might decide to dominate and not score the pinfall and let the whole show be me given my opponent EVERY chance to not beat me …but to beat themselves. By my estimate, they won’t allow themselves to do that. Sometimes I might decide that I don’t want to wrestle as much as I just want to wail on some people with a blunt instrument. And maybe, just maybe, I’ll have some mercy and make a pin attempt. And if the referee wants to count it, he has all the power in himself to do so but I won’t be butt hurt like I lost some big opportunity if he does not. I just don’t fall in with the notion that wins or losses are important but I am sure that is already clear.
In closing, I am happy to be here. I am happy to be me. I am content with my choices. I am content with who and what I am …but I don’t find that very important either. And what I am happy doing is following my basest instincts. Depending on the way you look at it, that can either be REALLY good or REALLY bad for those in OCW. If they are ready to reach self actualization, they will see this an opportunity to be the person they really want to be. If they aren’t ready to reach that level then the only thing that will wait is pain.
Either way, those who prove themselves lame in their own eyes …will be slayed because of their own folly and ideals that might not work against the way I live life.
I am excited to begin this little experiment.
I am excited to be Brianna Casablancas!
“Come on. You are almost there. You can do it.” Her father urges her to keep racing towards him.
“I am doing it papa.” She squeals as she pedals toward her dad as for the first time in her life she is discovering her destiny. “I am doing it!”
“Yes, you are.” He looks at her knowing himself that is going to be such an important person for the world. “You are almost here! GOOD JOB!”
Finally, she gets to him and he helps her get to a slow a start. He is so proud of his prodigy of his seven year old daughter that he picks her up in his arms. “Did you see me, Daddy?”
He gives her a warm smile knowing that someday she would be a wrestling world champion. “I did and you were …. AAAAAAAWWWW SHIT” Suddenly his eyes roll up into his head and he slumps forward holding the FUTURE of wrestling in his arms. She begins to cry as they both look up from the side walk.
What they see is a very pretty girl next door type with a mischievous look on her face. There is no way that SHE is responsible for such an attack on an innocent human, is there? She looks down at the steel chair in her hand and then looks back at them. She raises an eyebrow. “Yeah, I don’t think an origin story is necessary.”
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You don’t care about a backstory or my past or who my parents were or even what my formal training is. You don’t care about my move set, my personality, or what my goals are. You don’t care about why I am the way I am. At this point, YOU, the OCW viewer do not care about me. And really, I can’t blame you for that. What you DO care about is finding a reason to care about ANY of us new people in this company making its come back. You care about finding that next big star to cheer for. And we are in turn are supposed to work our asses for your approval to get you to have some sort of reaction, good or bad, on us. That’s how this wacky business is supposed work isn’t it?
But do you know why you ARE going to care about me? Because I don’t give an expletive as to what you care about or what I do or don’t do or who I am. Don’t take that personally or a burn on you but more of a personal mission statement. The world is a pretty damn boring place when you hold yourself to the standards of anybody or any law. The world is dull tones when you live for other people, when you act according to social norms, when you don’t do what you want to do, or when you care about things like being “ontop” or pieces of tin or personal goals. Having these things dedicated your life is slavery …or at least it is for me. If you are happy under other people’s circumstances, that is fine, I support you one hundred percent if you are content. Personally, I can’t live on other people’s terms or take orders from anyone or advice on who I should or shouldn’t be or what is appropriate behavior for a young lady in her twenties. And frankly, I don’t see a lot of happy faces in the competition in the new OCW. I see bunch of vampires controlled by the want and need of titles of fan reaction. They feed off of those things and that gives them the energy; it gives them the ego boost that they need for if they didn’t have it, they would cease to exist; they would cease to have an identity outside of the fans and the company you work for’s perception. That is all I see when these competitors talk in the early days of this company. I just see a bunch of vampires.
Here they have this ultimate opportunity to do what they want AND get paid for it, but all they do or care about is the glory of titles and the reaction of the fans. You people are making this great chance to just walk up to a guy and hit him with a steel chair and are wasting it on those silly things I have just mentioned. It isn’t fun. It is lame. But that isn’t to say that my goal is to beat that out of you for THAT reason. No, I will kick your butt because I want to …because deep down inside, it is what everyone would do if they didn’t live by any standards. I am so totally in the right place for that. But it isn’t like I don’t just do that when I feel like it out on the street. It doesn’t stop me from being an all-around outlandish person because that is what I am inside …I believe that we are all really unique when not trying to appease others. So yes, I will be the Lame-pire Slayer but that will be because that is my life style not some grand statement or anything. It won’t be anything personal and hell, if you kick my ass back …I will be so proud of you. But if you are only willing to do that in the confines of a wrestling ring or gym ONLY then that is supremely disappointing. Again, you would be giving into the set limitations of the world.
And that is why the fans are going to care about me. That is why anyone is going to care about me because in this so-called individualistic world …I lived the life everyone wished they were brave enough to do so. I fight who I want to fight, when I want to fight them, where I want to fight them. I speak when I want to speak whenever I want to speak …even if it is ABSOLUTE non-sense and a lot of it is. Does that make me a hero? I certainly don’t believe it does. Does that make me a villain? I am sure many in this world will see it that way because some people are just desperate to alienate others to make sure they don’t fall out of line in their status quo. But no, there is no malice whatsoever involved with my actions. Does that make me a sociopath?
Really, I prefer the term “Puckish Rogue.”
But why am I not covered in tats piercings or other alternative fashion? Why am I not falling in line with the other “rebel girls” out there? I think that question answers itself doesn’t it? Firstly, I am not a rebel. Hell, you will find me VERY logical. Secondly, I don’t believe in “uniforms” to identify who we are. I was born like this with the fashion sense that I have there is no need to sell anyone on an “identity.” I am comfortable in my own skin and do not feel like putting on a costume to follow a meaningless label. Again, I don’t condemn those that do want to label themselves nor do I look down at them. Again, I support them in it if they are content with that kind of lifestyle …if that is what they want to be.
It is all about free will and about Self Actualization. If my opponent believes they can beat me they can but if there is any doubt in the person that will stand across from me in the ring, and doubt flows through most in this business, there is no way they will have a pinfall victory over me. And even in some of my matches, I might decide I don’t want to win. I might decide to dominate and not score the pinfall and let the whole show be me given my opponent EVERY chance to not beat me …but to beat themselves. By my estimate, they won’t allow themselves to do that. Sometimes I might decide that I don’t want to wrestle as much as I just want to wail on some people with a blunt instrument. And maybe, just maybe, I’ll have some mercy and make a pin attempt. And if the referee wants to count it, he has all the power in himself to do so but I won’t be butt hurt like I lost some big opportunity if he does not. I just don’t fall in with the notion that wins or losses are important but I am sure that is already clear.
In closing, I am happy to be here. I am happy to be me. I am content with my choices. I am content with who and what I am …but I don’t find that very important either. And what I am happy doing is following my basest instincts. Depending on the way you look at it, that can either be REALLY good or REALLY bad for those in OCW. If they are ready to reach self actualization, they will see this an opportunity to be the person they really want to be. If they aren’t ready to reach that level then the only thing that will wait is pain.
Either way, those who prove themselves lame in their own eyes …will be slayed because of their own folly and ideals that might not work against the way I live life.
I am excited to begin this little experiment.
I am excited to be Brianna Casablancas!
